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There has all been enforcement in our lives, from the beginning when our parents would tell us to clean and now when our teachers instruct us to write. I look forward to when I’m the one directing myself what to do. I do not know when that will be or for how long though. I’m native to being my own person and only doing what I want because I want it. Not in an "I’m a teenager, and I’m rebellious. I like to dismiss authority," kind of way but my mother and my friends know I do what I want, and people cannot change how I will act.

My mom and friends still tell me what to do, how to live, and how to behave but only for my benefit and to help me figure out what is going on. My best friend Grace knows what is best for me more than I do; she knows how my relationships will turn out, she knows how I do on tests based off looking at me, but she knows I won’t always listen to her advice because I like making mistakes and learning from them. I do this because I do not want to live off someone else’s instructions. What if Grace is not there one day; I will not know how to deal with my problems if she’s the one that handles them for me.

Even though I want to boss myself around instead of others, it is a scary thought. One day I will not have my mom, or Grace, or anyone to help but myself. I wonder how I’ll be doing in that time. I think I’ll be either less stressed or more stressed, dealing with things on my own.

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